Wednesday, January 11, 2012

LEARNING

I'M STILL LEARNING HOW TO GIVE MYSELF WHAT I NEED
I USED TO SEEK TO IMPROVE MY SELF-WORTH
THROUGH MY RELATIONSHIPS WITH OTHER PEOPLE

GROWING UP
MY MOTHER GAVE ME TOO MUCH ATTENTION
MY FATHER GAVE ME NO ATTENTION

PURGATORY
THE OSCILLATION BETWEEN AFFECTION AND UNCARING BEHAVIOR

I AM CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT CONSTITUTES
AN APPROPRIATE ATTACHMENT

FOR ME BEING INDEPENDENT IS A LIFE-LONG STRUGGLE

I NEVER GOT THE LOVE I NEEDED
TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF
I NEVER GOT THE FREEDOM I NEEDED TO BE CONFIDENT
THAT I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF

IT'S TIME I STARTED LEARNING TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF
TIME TO START LOVING MYSELF
TIME TO BE CONFIDENT
I CAN SUCCEED
I WILL LIVE INDEPENDENTLY
I WILL LEAVE ALASKA
IT WILL TAKE TIME
BUT I CAN DO IT

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